
Am I the only one with time management issues? I don't know about you, but if a genie were to magically appear with three wishes, I would use at least one of the wishes on two clones -- one for home and one for work. Wouldn't that be sweet?
I know. I know. This is a weight loss blog. Some of you want to hear what I have done and how much weight I have lost or gained. Others may want to hear about my exercise program. You probably would love to hear that I have gone on a secret food binge. Here it is. I have not gone on a food binge. I have successfully lost half of my weight loss goal by working primarily on the food side of the weight loss equation -- watching what I eat and how much I eat. I don't know my weight loss to-date. Last week my Weight Watchers meeting was cancelled, so at noon today I will be once again glaring at my friend the scale. I will make my report tomorrow, I promise.
Exercise is the other side of the equation. Exercise is crucial for long term weight loss success. I remember the pure burst of energy I had after a good exercise routine. I know how important exercise is to my success and I remember how good it made me feel. So why haven't I become more aggressive in my exercise? (Before the anonymous know-it-alls arch their hands and start typing, I KNOW I NEED TO GET BUSY) Four simple but gut wrenching words -- I am OVER COMMITTED. Really, days like yesterday made me realize that I have bitten off more than I can chew. If it weren't for the occasional energy boost from the 20 ounce diet soda, most days I would not make it past 2pm.
I didn't realize how bad my addiction was until last week. During a discussion with my daughter, she challenged me to give up the green bottle. I know that sodas, even diet ones -- are not good for you. I know that real energy shouldn't come in a bottle, but the thought of giving up my "daily fix" really gave me the shakes. But I love a good challenge, so in June I will correct my over-committed schedule by purging some extracurricular activities to make time for "real" exercise. The only way that I can give up the "bottle" is by awakening my natural endorphins by exercising and exercising hard. Until tomorrow.
Nancy Johnson